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Trevor's Battle Cry
Written by Trevor   
Friday, 23 July 2010

 

I was in that state of mind up until I was 20, but I was so addicted by that point that I just couldn’t stop. I continued to buy the porn, magazines, movies, internet subscriptions, etc. When I was old enough I started going to the strip clubs. When I turned 23 I found out about this exotic massage parlour that was in town so I quickly acted and started going to that place and blowing $100-200 every time I went which was at least once a month sometimes twice. I was so ashamed about all of this that I couldn’t even tell the priest in confession whenever I went. So I would just live my life like it was normal and didn’t worry about it. I didn’t have anyone to hold me accountable or anything until I started my missionary work with NET ministries.

When I went there I told the guys about it and had them pray for me cause even up until I went there I was still addicted, this was 2009, 24 years old. During training there were many talks given but there was one talk that hit me hard which got me into confession and confessed it, but even when I went I had the hardest time telling the priest, I was crying, shaking, and ashamed. But I did it. I was receiving the Eucharist up until that day but that was because I didn’t know it was wrong. Once I found out I didn’t receive when I knew I was in mortal sin.

When I was on the road I was doing good but I still fell back into masturbation and impure thoughts, on more then on occasion. I came home after my year and thought ok this is just going to get better, but I was wrong it was hard, even harder then when I just didn’t care. The devil knew how to attack and I would just say this I to hard after a couple days of being free from it and just give intro him. We are in 2010 and to this day I have been having that hardest time resisting porn and masturbation.

But at the same time it has got better cause all ive done is given in to the internet. I pray about it everyday but I know I can’t do this alone and I am crying out to you for your prayers, support, suggestion or anything. Im doing the missionary work again 2010/2011 so I need the help. Please Pray for me. Thanks for giving me the time in your lives.

Your Brother in Christ

Trevor

Comments
  • Fr. Barnabas
    avatar
    You will be in my prayers Trevor.
  • Patricki
    You will be in my prayers as well.
  • Anonymous
    Thanks Guys for the prayers.
  • prevail21  - Be Encouraged
    Hey Trevor, Just want to give you a word of encouragement. By now you know that you aren't alone. Millions of young men
    struggle with porn and masturbation every day. The Lord gave me three things to overcome this area.

    One, "Just as
    the man that was healed at the pool of Bethesda was told, 'Go and sin no more lest a worse thing come upon you.'

    Two,
    and just as the man of the Gadarenes was told to 'Go and tell others what great thing the Lord has done for you and has
    had compassion on you.'

    And three, if believers are to conform to My image including sexual purity, 'So do likewise.'
    Then the Spirit of God told me that if Jesus masturbated, then we have the green light to masturbate but if He didn't,
    then we shouldn't.' But we all know that He didn't sin sexually in any way. The grace to abstain from sexual sins that
    was in Jesus kicked in my life.

    It was the combination of the prayers of my wife, the grace of God, and the prayers of
    the members of Prevailing Word, than enabled me to escape the bondage to porn and self gratification. For 33 years, 14
    of which would be in the bondage of porn, I was held captive. Since then, the Lord has kept me free.

    Then the Spirit
    of God said most men tally up the score at the end of the day and lose the battle. You are to tally up the score on a
    "moment by moment" basis. Guard the nano second. By doing this, you will give no place to the devil. Since then,
    His guidance, the "covenant that I made with my eyes" as Job did, and a loving supportive wife and daughter, has
  • prevail21  - Continuation of thought
    jelled me to my Lord.

    The battle is not over. I have an accountability friend so I can have "eyes on my life."
    Because I know that I cannot do this by myself.

    "Well done, good and faithful servant" is not what I am after.
    What I am after is to be able to look my Savior in the face and report to Him that in accordance with Your Word, I have
    kept myself from falling into secret sexual sin. The final thing that the Lord told me to do is to "Go into a man's
    dark places and pull them out."

    www.prevailingwordbiblechurch.org
  • trevie85  - Thanks
    avatar
    So since putting my story up on the internet, i have been given many words of encouragement, Things have Gotten better,
    i no longer purchase it, but the internet is still there. This weekend i went to reconciliation and then mass right
    after. Porn and masturbation has been a constant thing to confess. Its not a good thing but i know God is there for me
    and will forgive me. Last night and this is Aug 21, which was when i went to confession, when i got home i found myself
    looking at it again on the internet. But God was with me cause seconds after i opened it, i closed it and left the
    computer. That was something that hasn't happened in a very long time. Usually im giving right in. Im leaving for one
    year on monday and starting my mission work with NET Ministries of Canada and i know i will be free from it during that
    year but it will be when im home at christmas and after my year is up that will be the most challenging.

    Thank you to
    everyone for you prayers and words of encouragement. I really appreciate but the battle is not over.
    Please continue to
    pray for me and and if you have anything else to say please share it.
  • Anonymous
    trevor dont give up i promise you God is with you Jesus have overcome the world you are more than a conqueror you will
    be victorious
  • Rob  - Re:
    Will be praying for you brother! Keep strong!
  • emille
    Hi Trevor,
    I will have a Holy mass said for the intention of your heaiing Trevor. Trust God`s merciful eyes is upon
    yoo. i will also include you in my prayer...i am so happy you desire to be healed from pron and recognize it is not good
    for yoou. You willl be always in my daily rosary. éthe Mothe of God will cover you with her mantle of love and
    protection
  • Anonymous
    Don't forget your guardian angel you need his prayers call on him for protection. Something that helps is to remember
    these women are your sisters and you are their brother your role is to protect them.

    Try to always pray in the
    positive instead of the negative, for example instead of praying, "Lord please help me to stop masturbating"
    pray "Lord help me to see and understand how I am cretaed in your likeness help me to see how you are glorified in
    body, help me to understand how your Eucharistic presence permeates my entire being."

    I received a miraculous
    healing of my addiction I pray you will too.

    Pax
  • Anonymous
    Trevor, praise God, some are granted miraculous healings of their addictions. What a joy. And some, like myself, feel
    like the Lord has told me like he told Paul, "my grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in
    weakness." I have asked for miraculous healing, but like many, continue to struggle. And I've come to realize that,
    although he gives this gift to some, to others he asks to continue in the struggle of carrying this cross of frequent
    temptation so that He may be glorified when we choose to follow him despite the temptation to give in. Because every
    time the temptation hits hard and we choose to suffer, give it up, and surrender to God, this is some one of the most
    profound "I love you" statements you can show God.
    Seriously consider checking out www.sa.org for a well-tested
    and successful recovery program.
  • trevie85
    avatar
    hey, thank you all for your prayers and all you encouragement. I have definitely felt your prayers, I thought you could
    use an update, as of Aug 24 i have been free from pron and masterbation, but i have given in once since then. and i
    didnt have any reason for doing it, i dont even know why i did, i didnt even feel temped when it happened. like i said i
    have felt free from it but i have had days where the temptation has been higher then ever. i prayer the rosary everyday
    for this and it has helped big time and to know i have people praying for me means alot and i have felt those prayers.
    and that has helped also. so thank you. I about to start my year with Net, and the brothers on my team and on my year
    are awesome, cause there people i can go to whenever i need to. Praise God.
  • Anonymous
    I'll be praying for you Trevor.
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